18 March 2013

Finding home where UP is

As I go to work every morning for the past two weeks, I suddenly realized how lucky I am to have landed a job where the workplace reminds me so much of the place I have always loved since I set foot in it almost six years ago--UP Diliman. My current workplace is situated inside a camp so everywhere I turn, I see trees in all their perfect green canopy glory. The camp is a blessed relief in the middle of the city, much like what UP was to me during college. The joggers, the scant vehicles, the breeze, the sunlight through the leaves--walking along the lanes feels so much like being back in UP.


I don't know if it's a good thing, but I guess I'm always looking for something "UP" in every new environment I get into to determine whether I will last or not. It's not so much as the highly urban landscape of my previous job that made me quit as my desire to experience something more than what I had been doing there. Tall buildings, the people's upscale lifestyle, and limited (and overtly structured) greenery just didn't cut it up for me. Everyday, I felt drained.

My first part-time job, on the other hand, where I lasted more than two years, was very much UP because everybody in the team, was, well, from UP. We were on the same wavelength more or less, and I didn't feel as if I was an outsider--I get the jokes, my opinions felt worth sharing, and being burgis was a no-no. Haha. When it's the cheerdance competition, we watch together with bated breath rooting for the same kickass team. Often times, after our shift at midnight, we'd go straight ahead to Maginhawa St. to eat and it's still UP.

No, I probably haven't made the most out of my years of undergraduate experience, but UP still made its mark in my psyche and I always end up on the look out for it everywhere I go.

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Sa'yo,  UP Manila freshie, paumanhin. Paumanhin at hindi naging sapat ang aming tinig. Paumanhin at hindi mo naranasan ang maraming bagay bilang isang Iska. Paumanhin.

03 March 2013

Ticksy little timeses

It seemed like only yesterday that I submitted my 30-day notice of resignation at the company I was working at. My eight-or-more-hour days at a desk are over. Tomorrow, I will be working at a new place, up for a challenge I might have told myself and people who'd care to listen that I wanted to do. But  now I am not sure if I actually have what this takes at all. I'm worried to the core about my abilities (or lack thereof) to really do the field work I will be made to do, to interact with people I barely know, to be entrepreneurial in the angles I will work on, to actually write my own stories.

It's probably a little too early yet to think this. I guess, I'll just have to muster all the courage I have and be prepared for the tasks I will be set to do. It will be an entirely new environment--I am scared, as always, about new beginnings, apprehensive towards people's expectations about me, wary about getting my hopes too high but excited for new things I will learn.

Just like the end of the previous phase of my life, this uncertainty will be over before I know it. At least, I hope so.

25 February 2013

The Last of 2012: BBC's Merlin

Merlin is one of those materials that I discovered purely by accident, and not because it was blatantly recommended to me by somebody. I saw pictures of this medieval series and thought I could give it a try because I wanted something else besides Ice and Fire to occupy my attention. It was during the height of my obsession for Game of Thrones and I wanted something as rich and as mesmerizing a world as Westeros, I wanted knights in armors and dragons and ladies in gorgeous dresses and tourneys and jousts and magic spells. Camelot seemed like a perfect fit.

The BBC series that began in 2008 featured a different telling of the Arthurian legends. Instead of a long-bearded and old wizard Merlin from the stories, we had a young warlock who had a great destiny paved for him to discover and realize. The title role played by (the really amazing) Colin Morgan, Merlin was set to serve and help the then young and slightly obnoxious Prince Arthur, portrayed by (the equally fantastic) Bradley James. Together, and with the not-so-little help from Merlin's concealed magic, they set aright the threats and villains besieging what was destined to be the great kingdom of Camelot, as well as the united lands of Albion.

© 2008-2012 BBC / Merlin Television Partners

Right from the beginning, I have deemed the series campy. And when I thought of comparing it with the complexity of Game of Thrones, it just paled in comparison. But Merlin did not pretend to be more than it was, especially during the first couple of seasons. It is a family show, meant to be seen by kids, so the good always defeated the evil, along with the great dragon's wisdom and Merlin's powers. The four lead characters, Merlin, Arthur, Morgana (Katie McGrath) and Gwen (Angel Coulby) were a delight to watch. And even when the series went on to become darker and more mature, the series balanced the sense of foreboding with the chemistry between the characters, especially between Merlin and Arthur.

Towards the last two seasons, however, I just felt like the plot got unbearably repetitive for every episode. I think the reason why I stuck with it until the end was because I got really invested in the characters already, and I hoped to see Arthur be the greatest King he would be or Camelot as the kingdom of legends. The end, to be honest, made me feel betrayed. Merlin had so much potential and the series minimized it to defeating the villain-of-the-week instead building up to a stronger and more virtuous king who had brought forth a new era where magic was allowed to flourish.

But the end, oh that damned end that had me restless and weeping for hours and days, was probably the best the series could offer considering the path the general plot had taken. As both the actors and even the producer had said, without putting it implicitly, the series was about the platonic love story between Arthur and Merlin who trusted and needed each other and who made the other a more worthy person. Colin and Bradley did a really really supreme job of translating into the screen the chemistry between them and their characters. It was probably what made me love this series more than I should. Colin and Bradley made us, the viewers, relate to Arthur and Merlin by wishing that we could have someone like Arthur to believe in or someone like Merlin to trust in.

I really couldn't have prepared myself for the sentiments this utterly campy series had brought me.  And I have got more than I came for--stunning costumes, amazing musical scores, deliciously beautiful sets and mise-en-scene, exciting cavalry sorties, magic spells, sorcerers and witches, kings and queens and knights and ladies, engaging and clever dialogues, superb actors and actresses (Colin won Best Actor!!!) portraying complex characters, and the emotional investment on a story I will keep coming back to in the time to come.

24 February 2013

The Last of 2012: Food and Friends


Despite the inevitable separation of ways, my friends and I make it a point to chastise and degrade one another over movies, food and ridiculous amount of laughter.


When you have friends who don't take "no" for an answer, you end up having one of the best Maginhawa St. food trips in a long while.

Two topmost photos by Maripi. ♥

Birthday celebration is equal to stuffing ourselves silly with sweet things and belting out Japanese songs whose lyrics we can hardly read.


The best team mates to have are those who give you a two-week late birthday card and donuts when you least expect it.


Cool things from cool people. Little surprises received while at the desk do brighten up days. 

Photos by the pinakamabait sa lahat, Maripi. 8D 

Christmas dinner means getting lost in the city and exchanging silly gifts and then getting lost again, all the while looking forward to a more fun and sumptuous year ahead. :D


The Last of 2012: Movies

Tiktik (2012)
For all the hype that this movie made prior to its showing, I expected something that would make me believe that Filipino mainstream films can compete on the same level with high-class international movies. In a way, Tiktik did not disappoint. The opening credits were a really amazing sequence, a gorgeous concoction of animations of Philippine mythical creatures. The "world-class special effects" that the ads boasted of were pretty much laudable during the first few minutes. But as plots go, Tiktik seemed to be torn between being a real thriller or a complete dumbing-down to be a full-pledged slapstick comedy. It was really just too convenient that there was a field of salt at the back of the neighbor's house, for example, right? While I do think that Filipino films can really get away with bits of funny and dark humor antiques here and there amid a tremendously serious premise, I thought Tiktik could really do better with some more honing in its technique and character development.

It is a really enjoyable film, I have to say. (Ramon Bautista stan over here.) It has gripping action sequences and again, the visual effects are to rave about. I guess, I was just looking for more cultural depth since Tiktik had already made the bravest step of trailblazing this kind of storytelling style.


Rurouni Kenshin (2012) 
There is great pleasure derived from being able to watch a movie you never thought you'd see in the real big screen. As a fan of numerous Asian films, I've been content with watching on my computer for years. But upon learning about Rurouni Kenshin being shown for a limited time here in the Philippines, I rejoiced and lined eagerly at the box office with the whole anime community of the country.

I admit, I haven't seen the anime series in full and I can't exactly tell how the movie did as far as adaptations go but Sato Takeru as the wandering swordsman was really effective with his brooding silences as well as comedic timing. Himura Kenshin is a well-beloved character and I believe, at least with the audience that night at the cinema, that Takeru's portrayal was well-received. The film manages to capture the changes in the main characters even through the fast-paced plot and subplots. The movie was more than an action film, it was a sublime tale of a portion of Japan's history as well as the relationships between the characters and even the antagonists. Of course, Japanese live action films are known for capturing larger-than-life characters and stories with intricate sets, costumes, cinematography and special effects. Rurouni Kenshin was such and more. It tipped its hat to (seasoned) fans of the anime while making sure that it can be appreciated by newbies such as me.

Besides, seeing it with a movie-house full of (fellow anime) fans who probably almost-never get to see a Japanese film in a real local cinema added to the experience. It's no wonder Rurouni Kenshin's screening got extended to about two months, from just a mere week. Already, we are awaiting the sequel. And it's probably high time I watch the series and read the manga for real. Heh.


The Hobbit (2012) 
I watched this film twice, first before being able to read the book, and the second time after finally reading the tale of Bilbo's adventures. On both times, I had marveled at the sheer beauty of the sets for Middle-earth, the gorgeous soundtracks, the incredible costumes and make-up. The Hobbit is a testament of director/producer Peter Jackson's passion for the beloved Tolkien material.

I understand the additional story-lines in the movie that helped advance and add depth to the main The Hobbit story, including the meeting of The White Council, the story of Azog the Defiler, Radagast the Brown, and other bits. Some character development was different, too. Somehow, I got bothered during the first time I saw it that it's going about too long than it should. I understand that The Hobbit is a book for kids, and the movie seems to be following the style of Lord of the Rings more than it had to.

But then, I loved it. Andy Serkis's Gollum was amazing as always, Riddles in the Dark was as climactic as it was in the book. Martin Freeman as the reluctant hobbit with a bit of a superiority complex dragged to an adventure was quite spot-on. The rift between the elves and the dwarves was cunningly staged, I think, and it had set up the trouble that is to come in the sequels. It was fantastic to be back with a new adventure in Middle-earth. I really don't have an extensive knowledge about the whole book series to compare the plots that the movie nailed or deviated from. I just know that I enjoyed the visual treat and I am looking forward to the next one.


El Presidente (2012) 
I think El Presidente is commendable for its ambition. It had great potential. Hell, I've always wanted to watch a decent local period film that is not about Rizal. But there was still much to be desired. I felt rather uneasy with the cuts and the fight sequences. But I really thought the set and costumes were impeccable with their ability to re-create the Spanish era.

However, since I was never pro-Aguinaldo, Estregan's acting did little to nothing to convince me otherwise. I really thought watching his blandness in the lead role was kind of uncomfortable especially as he was surrounded by high-caliber actors in supporting roles. When you have Cesar Montano, Joonie Gamboa, Christopher de Leon, Yul Servo, Ronnie Lazaro and the like around you, I think you need to up your scale. I was wondering throughout if Sid Lucero would have been the better fit for the role of Aguinaldo. He was amazing despite the minute size of his screen time as one of Aguinaldo's men. His face when he was told to run an errand near the end told a bigger story than the carefully-written speeches and long shots on Estregan's blank face.

Also, I felt really uncomfortable about the accuracy of the story. When you present factual events in films like this, people will have the tendency to take it in face value. To me, the way the plots unfolded (especially concerning the Tejeros convention and the projected betrayal of Bonifacio, who by the way, was well-portrayed by Cesar Montano) seemed like a defense towards the actions Aguinaldo had taken. It was like that--the movie felt like it needed to defend and make Aguinaldo appear to be the "chosen one" for the country.

Yes, Aguinaldo was a hero. Yes, he played a great role in our history. It's exactly the reason why stories like this needed to be carefully told, especially in a medium as widely accessible as mainstream films. The film was a visual treat and our film industry could do more with this kind of first-rate cinematography quality albeit the focus left me wanting.