Stifling an overjoyed cry at four in the morning, I am a happy fan.

I received this copy of Nightmare's a:Fantasia single in the exchange gifts portion of the Christmas party in our office. Everybody joining had to accomplish a wishlist--one column dedicated for the things worth 300pesos, another one for our "ultimate" wishes. I wrote a couple of book titles in the first column, and "L'Arc~en~Ciel/Arashi/Nightmare discography" on the other.

I expected to receive a secondhand Neil Gaiman book that night, but a:Fantasia is such a pleasant surprise! It's even beyond the price range--this single is worth around 1400yen.

To Shizuka-san, thank you! I'm so giddy with happiness. Really. :))

Prologue

I trust Google when we agreed that this site is unsearchable and will only be found through direct links. I just wanted a new place to dump my thoughts into, as my previous blogs are not conducive for these anymore. I have a handful of them, but their purposes are different from what I wanted this blog to be. Besides, I’m too lazy to adjust what they already are for (e.g. fandom communities, social networking, and academic requirement), so I’ll start all over by creating a new one.

No matter how I try to restrain myself in making people know what I think, I always end up writing these thoughts in conspicuous places. Having a blog and an imaginary audience seem cathartic, being an introvert that I am. Also my planner/journal has limited space for my daily rants, so here I am and hopefully will be, babbling on and on.

So anyway, だれか？

And why am I explaining things again? Because Sakurai Sho is not Explain-san for nothing. 

En tout cas, salut! :))